it seemed so easy, yet is so hard

wow have not been on here for awhile, and normally the only reason i go on tumblr is when something is bothering me i let it out in the open
that must mean that for awhile life has been good, but something tonight startled me
it made me take a step back and really look at how things are
it sucked, but i had to take it as i heard it and live reality how it is
im over people fucking around with you and when you let them be they come crawling back to you like nothing ever happened, and as being me i would move on and forget and the same thing would happened, i never learn

i miss alot of people and i want change

and to fix both these i am going to put in the extra effort to see the ones i love, i am going to change my hair and start loosing weight wooo!

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